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16 & severely depressed

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    ever since i'm a toddler i've struggled with people calling me a ****** & stuff of that kind & their excuse to that was that i'm too feminate. i would always try to remind myself that i'm not what they call me, but after more than 10 years of intense bullying i've come to a point where i no longer know who i am. i met a guy a couple years ago & fell incredibly hard for him, which didnt surprise me that much since i've always had crushes on guys, & just when i started building my identity again as gay, my christian family told me i was going to burn in hell unless i took the gay off of me. they keep on telling me how disgusted they feel by the lgbt community & even my parents have made some horrible comments. i feel like i can no longer trust anybody cause somehow it's all gonna be used to destroy me. i feel desperately depressed cause i feel like my path is coming to an end & i'm afraid cause i feel i've let my God, family & friends down
    Hello alianov I'm so sorry you have had these horrible things said to you.

    there is nothing wrong with you and you should be free to love or fancy whoever you like. there treatment of you just shows their predjudice - it says nothing about you. The same for your family, they maybe fear what they do not understand and your sexuality is not just something people can 'take off' you - you were born this way!

    You haven't let anyone down, although I know it feels that way right now. Sometimes family can take a long time to come round to your sexuality and you can still be out but keep it from your family while you need to.

    Is there anyone at your school you can talk to about your depression or a counsellor that you can see?

    We're here for you.

    -Remi

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        thank u so deeply for your words.
        not really, since i do online school & literally have no one to talk to

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            Hello,

            Okay, that must be hard for you, are there any local clubs you could get involved in to help you meet a few people?

            We're here for you

            -Remi

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                I'm very sorry to hear about the terrible things people have said to you! I hope they will come around. Don't ever give up. You deserve to be happy, and one day you will be!

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